NOT A BIG FUSS

Distance. Only physical. Nothing much. Not a big fuss. 

Grades. Only divides. From one another. Not a big deal.

Encountering those gap, it shows the lions and a cubs, top-dog and under-dog. 

Some people thought they couldn't live in distance, away from others whose match. They only think that way. They put on all their will and effort to closed the margin, just to be associated. The faith that they should posses evaporates, deteriorates, timely. They won't accept the fact that what they have planned is to shallow compared to what is in-line by the Almighty. They should have known that, His promise is true. His promise is great. If only they knew. In circumstances, things are made a secret. And when the secret unveil, they'll be thankful. Maybe. Not a big fuss.

When it comes to grades, everyone wants to be on top. Then who should filled up down below? No one. If a structure without a solid base, it will collapse. Some samples don't mind carrying water bottles and training balls just to see others hits it right, and some just plain don't care. No one wants to do that. But a true champions, "Always want the ball (responsibility, at any levels)". It does, "Grades creates divides". Its not a big deal.

The truth, a little distance kept you on your feet, always ready to break forward or rundown defending and high grades let you see the sea that open for opportunities and repairs. 

Great man deals with this blindfolded. Don't have to be told. Comfort zone is not created for you, its something for you to create, in fact, creates. Grow up. 

DULL MONDAY

Gambar Hiasan

NOT REALLY IN THE MOOD TO WRITE ANYTHING. TODAY'S ACTIVITIES:-
1. OFF TO WORK WITH A SMOOTH UNLIKELY TRAFFIC, WHICH IS AWESOME;
2. PUNCH IN AND NO ONE ELSE ARRIVED IN THE OFFICE;
3. ITS ALREADY MORNING DUA', AND YET NO ONE IN THE SECTOR;
4. AHHH, THERE'S MY BOSS, CC, SUZI N KAK ZOR;
5. TURN RIGHT, NO ONE TO TALK;
6. TURN LEFT, THE SAME;
7. TURN ON THE FACEBOOK, ITS DULL;
8. READ ON PAPERS, ITS STUPID;
9. SHOP ONLINE (OK)
10. YET IT'S STILL DULL MONDAY
I COME WITH SINCERITY, BUT I JUST CAN'T SEE EMPTY PLACES AS I TEND TO GET SLEEPY. MAYBE I NEED TO JUST WORK FROM HOME. LET SAY, NEW YEAR? THAT WILL BE VERY INTERESTING AND I'M A PRO IN INVESTING ALL THAT GAS AN TOLL I'VE SAVED IF THAT EVER REALIZED. IT WILL, IN YOUR DREAMS!! 

Touch the Top of the World

Virgin touch at "the land under the wind", 13-16 December 2012. It is said that, the island did not experienced tornado, storm, unlike the Philippines. I am focused to the myth and the folklore told by the tourist guide. I felt like we are recording a television show, a documentary. POYO LAH KAU NIH! There's a place in KK called Tamparuli. Nothing much about this place, but where the names Tamparuli came from is what caught my ears. According to some theory, Tamparuli came from the English word 'Temporary'. Its kinda cute for a scientific theory. What is to be remember during this so called trip is the ride up the stream towards Poring. Its a place name anyway. The breeze, so calming, cold, refreshing, i would even walk for days to reach there. Maybe one day, I'll open up my head to walk up to Mt. Kinabalu. It looks very welcoming though. Just to feel the cold and stuffed nose. Anyway, I'll bring my gang here the next time, to appreciate the nature, AND, not for the hectic market. But I know, if I brought them, that's the way to go. KK is just OK. 

                                                                                                  

    

Dar...

An icon should i describe you. A mommy gonna be with charisma. You really knew exactly what you want, what you need, what you have to avoid, what you don't like, what ever. You just great. I don't know. Maybe. Some how, I can only see you on the surface. Person with courage. I don't know what its like to be your husband, how you treat him, fairly. Is it like a normal ship? Could you run a typical husband and wife relationship with minor - i meant really small - confrontation? I think so. You are very diplomatic, in any way, yet still, deadly. I still remember when i talk shit in your social network account, straight forward, YOU REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FRIEND LIST! Cis ko. Then I respect it. Come out with a bunch of apology. Simple and straight. But in a soft nicest manner. It must be blessing to be your husband or otherwise, it must be fun. Another thing, the tone when you pick up the phone from him. That explain what sweet, super sweet means. "Baby!" Excited, enthusiast, extremely gorgeous voice I've ever heard. If my sight is not mistaken, you just defined a perfect women with responsibility means. The priority is clear. The Do's and Don'ts all sets. Not to mention, very pretty. Indeed. hahaha.

Fuhhh

HECDARNTIC! Thats the terminology popup from my head to describe my daily routine since moving on. I guess thats what you get when you ask too much. I felt lucky because Darl is there, she help me ease the weight, but yet, still, i'm burdened. In this new home (if i may called that home) there is only one thing that I'm blessed to be good at, I think, but still, i play catch up. Acronym. Everything is coded. Everything is shorthanded. One thing for sure, there are so many things to do, but, I don't know where to begin with. I just play consumed the thing that is on desk, and try not to leeway around much. This new home is not the kind of place i dreamed of because theres to much food, literary, TOO MUCH! The supply really exceed demand. This is bad for my waist as it grows rapidly then ever. I love the people, hope they love me too. I tried so hard to blend. Hope they can accept me in the family. Fuhh. I'm at the state where my scapula, shoulders and vertebrate all at sore. Hope to get off with this transition as quickly as i can. Not to impressed, just to complete my test. Cream of the cream they said. But i don't really think so. I just wanted to live my life to the fullest and boom my potential, if there's any.

Startup Pack

December 20th 2010 was the starting block. I'm officially a person who can help. Really. Finally. Something for my parent to smile about. Bar has been placed for my siblings to jump, higher. But still, i'm kind of hesitated. Could i leave a mark? Will i make an impression? After the hectic 4 days, i still and seemingly felt "Small".

The day i step my foot on the court, the handsomeness of others doesn't really shows. Yes, i DID mingle around with others, my way (while having a butt and try to fit in). So what? I'm a smoker. And i'm lease proud of it (not literally). They kind of accepting and doesn't get so deep in presenting their wonderful background. Something that I won't ever had on my resume.

Until, it all been exposed during the orientation. Fuhh! These people is inhuman. I felt like i'm a joke and nobody. They already somebody even before they enter the service. Why the hell does they quiting for "This"? Is it because they want to be governing instead of being governed? Or is it they expecting undisputed power that most likely will be, if not a guarantee? Or are they dreaming of ugly wealth that exposed widely? What is it actually?

Me? I don't even know how to do a job. What I firmly know is that i want to do a job. Yes. That's all. Apart from that, I just want to be apart of something. Something great. Maybe this is the beginning of something great. Something I can look forward to and work (literally) hard for it.

I already making a linkages with some of them. Vice versa. I hope, no, I freaking darn it hope, I could change my attitude. Dol, speak up la. You been blessed with Noble Prize Winners head. Why keep it for yourself. If you want to be great, this is the place.

Its still in my eyes, the thing that En Amin told me, "don't be a fish that swim around other fish, you need to overtake the other fish". Its an open sea out there.