Plastic

This "meat" doesn't taste anything. Everything taste, unusual. Why? Where's the sweetness? Where's saltiness? Where awesomeness? Is it been cooked by someone else? i don't recalled that. She's the same. But why it taste different? Maybe its a fake, fake meat, fake sugar, fake salt, or fake all of it. I can't taste anything. I forced myself to finished up. Not a regular me, who consume like a running river. But why is it so hard for me accept all this changes? My body feeling weird days and night. Its like been altered, been implanted with..I don't know. I just felt something is very wrong. Is my great cook don't want to prepare delicacy for anymore? Is it? Owh, she had another customer, whose filled with praises, good perfect lovely tidy looking, who appreciates her verbally, who treat her nicely the way she most deserves. Umm. Yes, its different, the way my body speaking, and the way his eye talking, his mouth praising. Why? After long years of loyalty, returning back without any questions, accepting without ever complaining. Yet, maybe its not enough. Its never enough. Because the world is growing, growing old, same goes to needs, the world is just not enough. If its not end this time around, there will be another bloodshed, another heartbreak. Should i knocking on the next door? I won't. I'm just going to kill if i went. I'll just stay. Waiting outside. Hopefully my lovely cook will remember me. Just to be remembered. I hope I can taste great meat again and not plastic.