What will BE, will BE

Mizuno BE! 

Ever heard of this phrase? Of course, que serra serra is how its completed. Saturday ago has been my day out with purpose. Just to stroll around and waste the sand on the clock, until, i met him!
God has created something that really catch my eye and my heart pounce like crazy, and it stick like magnet when i tried to fit it in. Ever since, I always heard this whisper in my ears, this vision on my eyes, that tells me, " Hoi, beli sudah!". It sounded and appeared clearer and in high definition as the days goes by. It triggers my wallet and it speaks by itself, "You should have a new hobby, something that is costly". Instead of  golf, this is the way forward. So, I guess, its time for me to write my wife the most poetic of appeal letter, for me to have this hobby, shoe collector! This is great! hahaha. Sayang, please be kind.

Smile

The whole world seems to be sharper, clearer, the road looks like its really straight and yet, i don't want to see the end. All the sweat that dripped down my chin was so ever meaningful. 

The gold rains through the season to grow the seed, keep it watered and just set fine and healthy. It is clear now, stronger the belief, that every rules followed accompanied with sets of blessing, you might not notice it at first, and even, felt like it was a new bills of burden. 

No, its not. His promise, is Greatness. His trophy, is not even money could buy. His pleasure, is the way forward. This joy is not something that Universal Studios could make up. 

Dear Allah,

This is Great. This is Beauty. This is True. 
For all the wrong doing of my age, for all the sin I've made, for all the mistake i stepped, you give me This. This is Gold. This is Treasure. This is Soul. I cherished every moment, from the first cry, the first kiss, the first touch, the first song. I gave my all to ever let This one became a mirror of my. This should be my savior, our savior. 


Now,


My days was incomplete without This cry, This baby-smelled, This big father-son hug. No. I don't want this to end. I won't let it, with all I've got. I won't let my story been written in His story, let it be history, all these misery. I pray that This won't set himself in complexity, not walking to the wrong tunnel, and This would pray for me too.

This joy is my joy and our joy. 
Babah & Mama loves you Megat Muhammad Raa'if.  

High Hill

Overwhelming. I should say. I been in a world that no barriers holdings. Or, they just plain don't care about the walls that built to protect. As a matter of fact, its an experience that anyone, perhaps, desire to be in. As for myself, it does tickle. A lot. My brain couldn't stop dreaming. Dreaming of something that I've never ever think i could get to. It makes me realize what an enormous world that haven't been explore. At this state, I just play it simple, ready for anything. Because I know, its a Big, Big, Big world out there. We don't know what awaits us tomorrow, in future. As far as i'm concerned, my life is OK, just OK. I think. Plenty to run for. A lot to catch up. If there's an earthquake, its fine. I'll live. Happiness is created. Its created. I'll choose to be OK. Until then...

Dar...

An icon should i describe you. A mommy gonna be with charisma. You really knew exactly what you want, what you need, what you have to avoid, what you don't like, what ever. You just great. I don't know. Maybe. Some how, I can only see you on the surface. Person with courage. I don't know what its like to be your husband, how you treat him, fairly. Is it like a normal ship? Could you run a typical husband and wife relationship with minor - i meant really small - confrontation? I think so. You are very diplomatic, in any way, yet still, deadly. I still remember when i talk shit in your social network account, straight forward, YOU REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FRIEND LIST! Cis ko. Then I respect it. Come out with a bunch of apology. Simple and straight. But in a soft nicest manner. It must be blessing to be your husband or otherwise, it must be fun. Another thing, the tone when you pick up the phone from him. That explain what sweet, super sweet means. "Baby!" Excited, enthusiast, extremely gorgeous voice I've ever heard. If my sight is not mistaken, you just defined a perfect women with responsibility means. The priority is clear. The Do's and Don'ts all sets. Not to mention, very pretty. Indeed. hahaha.

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Headache

Its 7 Eid maybe. Not so normal working days as not everyone appeared at the partition. And me, still not in the mood for any head-working. my head is burning. Swings. Could not focus. Is it because what i did this morning? it just a slow jog, even though its 6 in the morning. my body felt worked. Good. Sweat. But my head, right after i reached home, i felt something wasn't right. It's usually lasted for hours, but this, its already the whole day at the office. I felt like eating everything , anything on the plate. But, it'll disturbed my so called diet deal with my homie-lovely. It just started la dol! Give my jaw a chance to have some crunch-less morning. maybe my head could not accept what i did this morning or to my jaw. Maybe the brain just could not processed my sweat-full morning and rice-less lunch. Or maybe, a big maybe, the three musketeers of Cerebrum, cerebellum and the medulla oblongata, just need RICE to operate, coz i'm MALAYSIAN! aduh, sakit kepalaku!

Spark

Every time her eyes meets mine, I can see courage, hard fought to belief, that future is at stake, happiness to be destined, alongside me. Is this torture? I believe its not. Its a test of resilient. Just in case we hit rock bottom, there's always path hidden underneath the rockiness. I hope...i don't want to..i want to believe, that this is the right way. I wont set any bar, but for certain, my heart sparkling, and i know, when it does, I could conquer this mountain obstacle. Happy it is, happy it will then. There are no great life to be told without any failure, there aren't. But something for certain, the effort that been put in is all that matters, the end result could differ. I'm loving it, i'm loving you, and if there's any let down, i'm not saying that I want it, but i'm just telling that i'm all ready to face it, which makes me very gentle in touching the skin so that no damage that cause bleeding.